I’ll happily give it to you,.I hope you’re happy without me. Well I know you are and I dont want to take that happiness away from you. I’ll give up not because I dont care anymore but because you dont want to be together so whats the point right? After our many phonecalls, the things you’ve said made me really think about it. You dont want to say those words ” I dont want to be with you anymore” because you dont want to ” hurt” me. I knew that’s what you really meant when you say ” idk ” But it’s okay. I figured it out. Thank you for the wonderful 7 months though ♥ I hope you miss me just once though. I am officially gonna try to forget about you. Because I really have no choice but to move on.,No more sad tears. I’ve been a mess ever since we broke up. literally. From the first day I met you I never would’ve thought I would be the one wanting to be with you soo bad in the end. This is the last post I’ll probably ever write on your tumblr,. The only way for me to move on is to avoid all contact with you. No texts; no phonecalls; nothing. You seem to do that well. But as for me It’s much harder. You made me fall so hard ya know and in the end you werent the one catching me. But Like you say all the time ” it’s okay “. I hope I really did make somewhat of an impact on your life. Because sure as hell you made one on mine. Maybe things just werent meant to be ya know? You always wanted those long posts about you right? So here it is lol. You’re happy.. without me and that’s all I wanted for you is to be happy. &if it;s without me that’s okay. You were the best, honestly. & It’s gonna be sooo hard to get myself back up again. From June last summer till this day I dont regret anything. Everything I felt for you was real. But I wish you the best & since you couldnt find love with me I hope you find it with someone else,. you deserve the best :) Goodbye, stinky moua ♥

- Your Gaylord :)

.. in the end you were the one who broke my heart..

&friends? that usually doesnt work out for me. But who knows ,. if fate brings us back together then great , but if not so be it :)